Please pray for me. I am a gambler. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I’m letting my family down but mostly I’ve let God down. I know Jesus is listening. I can’t hear or feel his presence. I don’t feel like living anymore. But I can’t leave my kids and family. They need me but I’m not a good person. My gambling is affecting me financially and spiritually. I love my family. I don’t want to hurt them. I feel terrible guilt.