United States – Female

I know we get attacked by evil spirits and satan etc. Lately I feel very sad and not good about my walk. I know what I hear in my head is not God because it is so negative but I am feeling weak. I have not gone to church because the pandemic caused them to close and I cannot seem to get myself to go to another church.
Normally I read my bible twice a day but I am lucky to get myself to read once.
I need healing not only for my bad knee but more importantly my soul, spirit and mind.