Pray for my home, my marriage. Pray for my husband to return to the Lord. He once served the Lord but now work and ungodly company of men and women have all of his time. He has neglected his children and myself. I cannot speak to him because he says it is not a good time. We no longer go to church or pray together as a family. I am so depressed and crushed. I am a fugurtive in my own mind and body. I so pray for deliverance. My children feel faith in God is just a thing. We don’t communicate, laugh, I am not his companion or friend. His buddies appear to come first. He says he is available to them anyday and any time. I pray to God for a real marriage. Am I wrong. Is this life I live what I am to have? I so need to see the glory of God.